Crazy Head

I wish I didn’t 

Have to take the blame for

You making me crazy

I would be lying 

If I said that you

Haven't caused me 

A lot of pain

I dream of you at night

See you all beaten

All distraught

Slices in your shoulder

From words that cut

Such malleable skin

But how do I remember 

If not through tears

If not through wrapping myself

Like the present Im supposed to be

In

But never being able to 

That I’m crazy 

Because of you